Alive again , the clay reveals a history embedded in its structure.
Well , after I managed to close the wall I dove straight in the basement (the Past) to replace the window underneath the area affected. This took me a while because here nothing is easy.On the bright side I cleaned the Helpful People (in the Past ) Gua really good and sealed and painted the wall.
I was ready to resume work on the main floor ,only the house wanted me to consider few things: The clean up would extend in the Creativity and Relationships Guas and a new window was to be added in the bathroom( Relationships bordering Creativity). So I needed a plan since the experience with the first one left me exhausted. Now I was looking at replacing two windows and adding a third one.
Because we were going back and forth with the idea of tearing down the whole wallI took some time to meditate.
One morning looking at hiking trails around here I stumbled upon an article about the Lenni Lenapes-TheWolf Clan which lived in the area I live .I knew about them and being fond of their history always searched for more information.One year I even planted the "Three Sisters " (corn , squash and beans) in their honor.
For one thing ,The Wolf is very dear to me. It has appeared many times in my life and it was revered in my ancestry as a sacred animal. The Dacians (my ancestors ) had a Wolf flag . The picture bellow is a beautiful detail of how the flag looked like . It was used to protect a space, often mounted on gates or at each corner of land boundaries and in battle was carried as a pole flag by brave riders to intimidate the enemy.
The article signaled their presence in my multidimensional world and I started to listen to my heart rather then my logical side.
I felt as if changing the basement windowopened a benevolent portal through which I could communicate with the Ancestors of the land ( The Lenni Lenape)
Every morning I thanked them for their presence ( which I felt strongly) asking for guidance and protection.
Within few daysI started to scan the local newspaper for carpenters. I needed someone who would help me and accept that I was working with them literally.
After few disappointing interviews I took the newspaper again and this time I allowed my intuition to completely take over. That afternoon the gentleman came in time wearing a T-shirt with a beautiful printed Wolf . I knew it was a sign. And after few words I had a lot of confidence everything was going to be ok.
Since we were approaching 4th of July we made arrangements to start working on July 15.
On 4th of July my husband and I peacefully went hiking being grateful for finally finding a person we could rely on. On the trail we met a couple who felt so familiar and close. In our conversation the article I have read was brought up again . This time the woman mentioned it and I smiled with my whole soul knowing it was a confirmationof our tangent worlds.
On July 15th we opened the rest of the wall , replaced the plate because the termite damage was extended and carefully framed and installed the new windows .
The energy shifted powerfully whenwe wrapped the wall inTyvek. In that moment Everything felt crispy clean and strong. New windows ( eyes into our homes soul) allowed us to look into the world with new confidence and clarity. And the world could look at us with perhaps more kindness.
Not as a surprise while all this was going on I met by chance a new friend , an amazing artist who helped us tie some loose ends, put the lath and the scratch coat ( cement at the bottom and lime on top). He also mended the two surfaces with lath and the scratch coat . That was a big push for me. The following days I worked ten hours straight for each lime coat ( two coats) and about four hours to apply the lime paint. The lime shifted the energy further. I hope the pictures speak for themselves .
You probably understand my silence now. It was a lot to integrate alone , never mind trying to tell a story about it.
As I write this I am contemplating the changesand feel refreshed and strengthened by the Light flowingin sweetly and the hopeful new connections we have made.
Sometimes life is showing us a non linear path of resolving our reality. If we have the courage to follow it we can find ourselves in a magical world of possibilities and miracles at every turn.
The Grass is growing. I planted Moss, Creeping Thyme , Russian Sage , Bird's Nest Spruce and have been tending them everyday for the last month. It has been very warm and dry . It looks like they are going to make it.
Next year I will look into more Alpine plants . For now I am just trying to get a sense of how does it want to look like.
Last September we went hiking at Peter’s Kill in Minewaska State Park ( NY) and I felt in love with Nature’s esthetic and ingenious way against erosion. Trees were wrapping their roots around massive rocks allowing smaller plants to spread in between and hold the dirt.
A mixture of moss and pebbles of all sizes were creating a mosaic of whimsical patterns .
I came back that day wishing I could bring the mountain and all the Faeries home with me.
For about nine and a half month I kept sketching the front of our home constantly referring to the hiking memory.
We found a very talented landscaper and stone mason who captured my wish in a blink and made a dream come true.(www.rocmason.com)
Now all we have to do is add moss and some plants.
There is nothing like using natural materials. The stone power speaks for itself.
Since my last post it took a lot of will power and discipline to get through my work.
The day I replaced the rotten plate in my wall I was alone , with no one to ask for HELP and rain was approaching.
My hands were tired and the stress to close up the wall was high. I thought of what a loving community means in someone’s life . Nourishment is not just food but also helping each other , caring for each other. Except for my immediate family I have none of that in the village I live in.
The Termite medicine was showing me in reverse their wisdom.
Being a seed trusted to a foreign land I made friends with Nature and its wild creatures but not with my fellow humans. A lot to ponder here.
I find it so interesting how my home nudges me to expand and evolve my heart and consciousness through the practical experiences at hand.
My days are pretty much chop wood, carry water and send prayers into the wind.
My Garden is enfolding into its magic and if I could have more day light in a day to work , I would.
Are you surrounded by a loving , supporting community?
In the lack of, I made my version of the prayer flags to remind me support and love is everywhere in the Universe and the same elements scattered around me are within me .
Hence I am one with All .
Hope this post will inspire you to be kind to everyone including yourself.
It is raining again. Only today,since it is May 1st, it feels special as if the Water is meant to sooth and heal. In the background I hear OM DHARA chanted by Deva Premal.
"OM DHARA om dhara dharayei namaha om dharayei namaha om bhu devyei namaha
Om and salutations to Divine Mother who is the support of the earth.
Om and salutations to Divine Mother who is the Earth. Honouring Mother Earth as the goddess she is"
I have been planting trees and working in the gardens in parallel with working on the house.
Interestingly I am tearing down a wall in the Helpful People and Travel Gua to replace a window.
And all would have been very easy if right on the day Mercury went retrograde I did not find some old termite damage that has been just buried under drywall .
So now I will have to clean out and replace the wood plate. Lucky me it is not a load bearing wall.
Sometimes detours are blessings in disguise. I see all this as a metaphor : Cleaning out hidden obstacles for allowing authentic , loving and unconditional support into my life to build our dream Faerie Home . And it looks like my findings remind me of some important parts in my work.( check out Termite Totem )
As usual when I create chaos in my home I feel it at cellular level. The bees the gardens and my husband's hugs pull me through .
My plans are changing a bit. It is the house talking to me again , showing me the weaknesses the ugly and the hurt so I can bring in more Light, Healing and Hope.
At every step I found a lesson. Our home gives me a trail of wisdom crumbs to ponder for the journey.
The moral ? Tread lightly as there is a hidden meaning at every turn you take.
Feeling pressed by winter blues ? Too cold to open the windows for few moments of refreshment ? Well, you are not alone . I woke up this morning and temperatures dropped in their teens. Only the sun shining brightly on the cerulean sky encouraged me dare going downstairs to make a fire . While sipping some tea I made a brief list of things to do and then I realized I could use some uplift in my home . My eyes rolled to the oranges on my table.
It is well known in Feng Shui and aromatherapy oranges are energizers . Of course you can toss few drops of orange essential oil in a bowl of fresh water or even pinch the peels so they release it in the air .
But why not considering a small ceremony ? So I started to prepare . I peeled one orange being grateful for its sweetness and for having it in my kitchen .
Then I picked up my cookie cutters and selected some hearts and stars . I use a wooden spoon to press them down into the zesty flesh . While doing this gather your thoughts and reflect what the shapes you choose mean to you . To me hearts connect me to the energy of Love and Gratitude while stars bring me closer to Heaven .
Now take the cuttings and hold them in your hands walking around your home (you can take it one step further and visit each Gua ) sensing where the uplift is needed . Place them in a bowl ( do not put them directly on the surface of your furniture) along with your intentions and smell the aroma . Do you sense the shift ?
When they dry toss them in the compost or on hot charcoal for more aromatic delight .
You can also string them while fresh or mix them with rose petals and frankincense nuggets for a long lasting potpourri .
Enjoy Your Day .